Communication...

Meeting up for dinner. That was the plan last evening. I went ahead with it even though I was upset over the days' happenings. And just for this simple reason, I miss her.

I missed her so much yesterday. Yes, I was upset - very upset. I wanted to hug her. To give her a big, tight hug. But I knew. She knew. We both knew that it was not to be. My face - it spoke of a thousand words. I smiled. But the words were still there. I spoke. But I sounded sad.

I was quiet for a good half during our date. I didn't want to think of anything. I was tired. Tired of thinking. She knew everything. From how I felt, right to what I had to say. She was anxious. I was zonked. It was like my mind was floating. Everytime I assured her that I'll be fine, she would just give me a, "Yeah, right" kind of look. Till she finally said, "You'll be fine. You'll be fine, means - you are not fine now but will be fine later. You'll be fine, means - you are not fine but perhaps you'll be fine later." Hmmm... She read alot into my sentence. Hahaa....

She chain-smoked while I gave darted looks. After what seemed like an eternity to her, I finally opened my round brillant diamond mouth.