Tuesday, May 09, 2006

My Thoughts...

She came along...
I was supposed to be the one doing or assisting in the healing of hearts, or so I think I was doing. Somehow, she healed me as well. She healed me of my soul, my hope and brought me back to reality.Some weeks back, I was forced by my own sensiblity to throw away a love I thought it was meant to be. It was not. Some weeks later, I found a lovely gal by accident..almost literally speaking. The former was one I could no longer communicate while the latter I could fart all day in front of her if I wish to. These days she happily jumbles up my personality between the cool Prince G and Jenny Shimizu (w/o my glasses)...I so beg to differ any resemblance of style with the model. Some friends are already giggling their teeth off. Yes, I am happy and I am happy she came along...

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Prince G wrote the above entry. Her transition from the last relationship to the present. Tears. They unabashedly covered my eyes and blurred by vision. I fought on to read, think, hold back my tears and typing out my various replies in msn. I could only manage at best, curt ones.

We had a talk. A talk on the above. A talk towards an understanding. A talk with a clearer picture. Apologies came spitting out. Both of us know a fair bit on what the other is thinking about. No need for words to be said. Our bond. Communication. That’s what was promised to each other.

Prince G’s Quote: “To speak up if you are unhappy about something because, your Prince is usually an idiot...”

There are still obstacles to face and hurdles to cross. Well, what I can say is this:- ‘Time and Patience’. They are what I have now. So, yeah. Till she’s healed. Even if by the end of this century, she’s not completely mine, I’ll already be contented to have spent the next couple of years with her.

I had pretty much made a decision to take some steps back. But Prince G has now requested to be included exclusively as one of the main characters in my fairytale.

Stopping at my tracks and gathering my thoughts, my reply to her conveniently was delayed. This is not only a big step for her, but for me as well.
Will my fairytale come true?? If you’ve not grown too old and your eyesight hasn’t failed you, you’ll be updated from time to time. So, stay tuned!!

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