Recent affairs of a certain kind have taken a turn for the better. In fact, tt's been very good. Not being one who is completely confident, lots of mind bogging happenings were cramped into my puny little brain 24/7. There were of course, times whereby I just wanted to say, "Disappear!!" And I'll be transported to another place; another room; another planet or another country - anywhere. A time machine to be at my back & call. Ahhh yessss!! If only....... Dream on, Babe!!
The party in question. Prince G.
She's given me happiness. Of love. Of sincerity. Of faithfulness. Of loads of TLC. My ray of light.
When I'm in a relationship, I would have dreams. Hopes. Plans. But they'll be crushed in no time. I've told myself for the umpteenth time not to think nor entertain any of those thoughts anymore. But being the sucker that I am, somehow, those little titles would still be able to creep into my mind, rendering me speechless.
I'm in relationship right now. And yes, those creepy crawlies crept into my mind once again. I've managed to keep them at bay by using the lastest techie insecticide that's just been out in the market - "TakeAHike". I do have the fear of being rejected or having my hopes and dreams crushed. I guess I've yet to really learn from my past failed relationships. But I know, being who I am, I'll take the gamble, even if it means falling into a bottomless pit again. Maybe one day. One day I will learn. As for now, I will cherish every single moment together with Prince G and lock it in my heart and memory.
In the meantime, "TakeAHike" is in force - with regular dosage needed every other minute. [Gasp!] Did I say, minute?? Gosh... I need to shop online and stock up for more cans of "TakeAHike"...... Now..........
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