Everyone has their bad and rough times, good and happy times. Sailing through stormy seas. Waiting for the calm of the waters to surface.
I am not wrong to say that I am not the only one having to go through so many kinds of rough and tough times. There are others out there in this world who would go through something far worse as compared to me. Yet, I have the right to grumble and complain - about my difficulties and unhappiness.
I would love to be rich. Why, who wouldn't? I don't dream to be a millionairess. Heck! I don't even ask to have alot of excess cash or assets to my name. All that I ask for is to have enough cash to get by. To be able to have a decent abode, a 3-room HDB flat will do nicely (for now...). Some simple furniture. A decent job with a decent salary (hey! I'm not talking about S$5k a month, you know...). Be able to service a decent loan and the usual and necessary insurance policies. Be able to fill my little flabby tummy with 3 meals a day. Decent and simple clothes to cloth my body paired with and nice bags and shoes to protect my feet while I walk.
Sometimes I wished I had the means to provide my loved ones (mainly my mother, who's living together with me and secondly, my brother, pampared little one who's 10 years my junior) the kind of comfort level that they would seek for. Monthly allowances that would be able to provide their meals, transport and some shopping. I am very sorry, mum and bro, I can't do that. For the moment, this is all that I can afford to give you. I wish I could do more for you, but, I can't. I am sorry.
There would be times whereby I would cry to myself. The tears may flow down my cheeks, yet at other times, the tears are held back, with much force that my heart would ache. I wished. Oh, how do I really wish that certain things would go smoothly by my way.
I was just telling my partner last night over our late dinner of fish, fries and chicken pieces at Long John's Silver how I hoped that the people close to my heart would be able to strike at 4D or ToTo. Why doesn't the almighty one give them these pleasures? Especially now, since I am in need of it. I can forgo placing bets on them for I am one who doesn't bet on these all the time. It's only once in a while that I would and its not for a big amount either. I can give up totally, not even wanting to bet on these once in a while. And I really mean, TOTALLY.
Luck. Everyone would have it going for them at some point in their lives. And I only hope that this is one of the times whereby the ladies close to my heart, be able to get them and help me in lessen my worries and my load.
I'll be starting my renovation works in a week or two. Though by then, it would have been the 7th month festival already, there shouldn't be any worries. As long as I use a hammer to knock a few places, here and there in the flat, it would have meant that renovation works have already started. There are also good / auspicious days during the 7th month festival. Hence, when the renovation works have been completed, I would be choosing a auspicious day to move in. So that I would be able to save on the rental for my current rented place.
My dearies, do not expect too much on the decoration of my humble abode. I would try my best to cut and save on a lot of things, with the help of my partner. And yes, I would be having a house-warming session. And to the invited ladies and gentlemen, please be informed that I would appreciate your warm presence to my humble abode. The date, time and venue would be clearly stated in my invitations that would be sent out in due course.
Wish me Luck.
Wish the ladies close to my heart Luck.
Thank you my partner.
Thank yoy my friends.
Thank you almighty one.
Thank you all.
I am not wrong to say that I am not the only one having to go through so many kinds of rough and tough times. There are others out there in this world who would go through something far worse as compared to me. Yet, I have the right to grumble and complain - about my difficulties and unhappiness.
I would love to be rich. Why, who wouldn't? I don't dream to be a millionairess. Heck! I don't even ask to have alot of excess cash or assets to my name. All that I ask for is to have enough cash to get by. To be able to have a decent abode, a 3-room HDB flat will do nicely (for now...). Some simple furniture. A decent job with a decent salary (hey! I'm not talking about S$5k a month, you know...). Be able to service a decent loan and the usual and necessary insurance policies. Be able to fill my little flabby tummy with 3 meals a day. Decent and simple clothes to cloth my body paired with and nice bags and shoes to protect my feet while I walk.
Sometimes I wished I had the means to provide my loved ones (mainly my mother, who's living together with me and secondly, my brother, pampared little one who's 10 years my junior) the kind of comfort level that they would seek for. Monthly allowances that would be able to provide their meals, transport and some shopping. I am very sorry, mum and bro, I can't do that. For the moment, this is all that I can afford to give you. I wish I could do more for you, but, I can't. I am sorry.
There would be times whereby I would cry to myself. The tears may flow down my cheeks, yet at other times, the tears are held back, with much force that my heart would ache. I wished. Oh, how do I really wish that certain things would go smoothly by my way.
I was just telling my partner last night over our late dinner of fish, fries and chicken pieces at Long John's Silver how I hoped that the people close to my heart would be able to strike at 4D or ToTo. Why doesn't the almighty one give them these pleasures? Especially now, since I am in need of it. I can forgo placing bets on them for I am one who doesn't bet on these all the time. It's only once in a while that I would and its not for a big amount either. I can give up totally, not even wanting to bet on these once in a while. And I really mean, TOTALLY.
Luck. Everyone would have it going for them at some point in their lives. And I only hope that this is one of the times whereby the ladies close to my heart, be able to get them and help me in lessen my worries and my load.
I'll be starting my renovation works in a week or two. Though by then, it would have been the 7th month festival already, there shouldn't be any worries. As long as I use a hammer to knock a few places, here and there in the flat, it would have meant that renovation works have already started. There are also good / auspicious days during the 7th month festival. Hence, when the renovation works have been completed, I would be choosing a auspicious day to move in. So that I would be able to save on the rental for my current rented place.
My dearies, do not expect too much on the decoration of my humble abode. I would try my best to cut and save on a lot of things, with the help of my partner. And yes, I would be having a house-warming session. And to the invited ladies and gentlemen, please be informed that I would appreciate your warm presence to my humble abode. The date, time and venue would be clearly stated in my invitations that would be sent out in due course.
Wish me Luck.
Wish the ladies close to my heart Luck.
Thank you my partner.
Thank yoy my friends.
Thank you almighty one.
Thank you all.
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